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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Can I do anything right?

No.

The answer is no.
I can't even fucking follow my dreams correctly.
Glee auditions are closed. The extension was only for voting. Why couldn't I have just recorded on my damn laptop? Why did I have to want to wait for the mic? Now I don't get a chance at all. And it's all my fucking fault. I put other useless shit over my dreams. Fuck me.

I can't write a paper. I know everything I've been turning in lately sucks. It's horrible. I don't try. I don't want to try. I'm done. I can't do this anymore. Any of it school wise. I shut off a while ago I think. I don't have the motivation. I was on the track to get straight A's. So much for that.

I can't function in society at all. I know people tolerate me. I'm not worth their time in the first place because I'm so fucking awkward. I'm done trying to fit in.

I'm just done trying.
Trying isn't getting me anywhere since all I do is fail.
That's it.

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