So over the summer, at a friends birthday party, I went to see a psychic. (I know this might be an interesting first post but bear with me.) Her exact words were, "I've never seen an aura as dark as yours!". What's an aura you ask? According to Wikipedia "an aura is a field of subtle, luminous radiation supposedly surrounding a person or object." That means a dark one is bad, right? Right. How did I get such a dark one? Stress.
Well no matter how I got one, she gave me a recipe for an herbal bath salt mix that I just now got around to mixing and bathing with. This would supposedly "cleanse my aura". I don't know if it did but let me tell you, I feel great.
This may sound really insane, but I think this actually worked. Now I'm a committed Catholic and I don't know if it's against my religion to believe in this but the thing is... I do. That scares me a little. What if I've been following the wrong religious path my whole life? Now don't get me wrong, I'm not going to go off changing my religion or anything- this wasn't that kind of a revelation it caused me to have. What I am going to start doing is being happy. That's the change I felt- a sense of pure happiness flooding over me. I felt surprisingly stress free, all from lavender, orange juice, and sea salt. It may all be in my head (I really think it is) but it doesn't even matter. The feelings I am now having aren't all in my head. In fact, they're almost tangible. And the recurring thought in my mind is very concrete.
Today is a new day. Today marks a change.
And that's what this blog is going to be about. I never thought I would ever EVER have a blog. That they were for emo nerds that had nothing better to do than mope about their lives to a computer screen (no offense to anyone). But this is kind of liberating. Sharing something with the world. Not that anyone would ever read it, or that I would particularly want anyone to read it. I guess I just like the thought of getting a problem or something off my chest and sharing it with others so if they have that problem they can fix it. But ANYWAY... sheesh I get off topic a lot....
I'm not going to be depressed anymore. I'm not going to let anything get me down. I'm going to live life for myself, make good choices for myself and most of all be happy. Now I haven't quite worked out all the kinks yet, but that's a task for another day...

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