Glee Auditioning

I just spent the majority of my night fantasizing about being interviewed if I got the Glee part I'm auditioning for. I think this is what some might call "a problem". To me, it's just a part of normal life. I don't know how I got so wrapped up in a TV show, but I know my obsession with it is not something that is comparable to anyone else. I'm waiting with baited breath to hear anything official from Fox about what parts they're specifically searching for but one of the many Glee blogs I read (don't judge) has given me most of what I was searching for.

The problem with this is, I'm really afraid I'm not going to make it and I'll just be let down. Again. This seems to be a repeating trend in my life. I get super excited about something only to see it fail before me. Now this isn't to say that this happens with everything, but it does happen more than not. Or so it seems. I'm afraid of the Allie Jones's out there. The ones that think they're better than everyone else, mostly because they are. I can't compete with an Allie so if one, just one, tries out I'm knocked out. I know I have a great voice but I'm not as well rehearsed as someone who has had loads of experience. Choir is really helping me but I'm not sure if it will be enough.

Now if I do happen to get FABULOUSLY rich and famous (pshyeah!) then I will remember all of you who read my stupid ramblings about my life or Glee, because those are the only two things I can usually think to talk about. And if you care (which obviously you do if you're reading all this crap) then when I make the actual audition tape, I'll post it somewhere so you can watch it and give me feedback. And when I say feedback, I'm talking hardcore, cut you through the heart, make you sob honesty.

So I want to thank God, my family, friends, The Academy, and all the little people! Goodnight!